I don't manage my life. Why I do not know.
Friday I was stopped by a police officer who let me know that my license was under Suspension.
I had turned right at a street that did not allow right turns after 3 Pm on May 5th 2008.
I received a ticket but I forgot somehow to pay it.
So now I have wasted a day off at the Court house at Markham road and Milner trying to pay the fine and will have to pay an additional $150 for a reinstatement fee.
Plus I can't drive the car or more importantly ride the Bandit.
And the weather is PERFECT.
How I have allowed this series of events to unfold?
Management. Or Mismanagement as it were.
A constant theme in my life.
I don't manage my Weight, My Money, My Diabetes, My Fitness or My Whatever.
So what do I do to correct this way of being? No Idea but change I will.
This is not first time I have caused myself grief like this. I plan it to be the last.
I don't believe that the universe is communicating with me.
I don't believe it ever has but I am forced to admit that it's almost like there's a message in all this.
A lot of my life would have been better if I had taken care of things.
Of course I do manage some things.
The Bikes, My diabetes to some extent and even my weight. But nothing quite as well I might.
In the mean time I feel like an Idiot . But have to keep giving myself positive energy or I'll get depressed.
So Universe how to I change into a person in control?