Got caught in the rain last night.
Normally no fan LOL
Last night after my usual trepidation and worry I suddenly got it. It just stopped being a worry.
Maybe because I was following someone slow I was able to relax and just build up to speed.
On the way home I was on the 401 going faster than I can remember in the rain. It was a bit of magic. I felt so alive.
And wet. But Alive.
It was an affirmation of life .
An affirmation of me.
After the emotional roller coaster i put myself through the last month or so It was so good to feel that connection to my passion again.
I plan on connecting again. Maybe in safer conditions . Or Not.